I may be sad but my eyebrows look great

To the anon who asked me about kink: I’m really excited to answer your question and I think I’m the perfect one to do so. But I want to really answer it to the best of my ability, and my head’s been foggy since my cat went missing. I’m not ignoring you and I will get to it, please be patient and thank you for writing me.

tiny baby kitty

Nonbinary problems: it’s impossible to pass if people don’t know your gender exists

My kitty is missing. He’s been missing for a full day now. I feel like my heart has been cut open. I went to bed crying. I woke up crying. People are trying to give me hope, but if I get my hopes up, I’m not sure I’ll survive this. He’s my baby. When I woke up yesterday and he wasn’t there, I did not feel hopeful. I felt like I was never going to see him again. I felt that like that too when my mom told me my other cats had run away. A voice inside me said, “they’ll only be a memory to you now,” and I silenced that voice, and I kept hope for two months. And I cried every day. And by the time I had to give up, I had an emotional breakdown, and didn’t want to live anymore. I don’t want to go through that again. Of course I want to believe my cat will come back. I want that more than anything in the world. But it feels like teasing when people tell me he’s coming back.

This place is a prison. These people aren’t your friends.


Here is a difference. Black/Brown/Yellow face is used to humiliate. White face is packaged in a bottle, marketed as a key for success and labelled Fair and Lovely. And it sells.

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I’ve quieted a war inside of me.

I’m going to get on HRT. I’m going to make it happen. I know I’m broke, but this is a medical necessity.

Thank you to everyone who has supported me and who has donated. You’re helping me not have to choose between one necessity and another. I can realize my identity and continue to feed myself/live outside my parents’ home. Both of these are a part of my needs for survival.

Soon I will look into a mirror and I’ll see myself. I need this.